And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you but I dont know how.
Because, maybe...
you're gonna be the one that saves me
and afterall
you're my wonderwall."
It's only been 10 days since Jes has left..but these past 10 days have felt like eternity. I feel so lost. I also feel really cheesy saying all this stuff, but it's the truth. She kept me sane. She smacked sense into me when I was hysterical... she was always there to laugh with me, cry with me, scream with me. everything. I know there are some people that care about me here, and I care about some people here too, but it's nothing like it was with Jes. I thought I had this type of friendship with Whitney, haha, but I was so crazily controlled by her that she just forced me to believe that was what we had. I was basically her puppet. anywhoooo...
Id give anything just to visit jes right now. i knew i was dependent on others, but jeez. I am a complete wreck without her.
and if my parents dont lay off, i swear im going to knock them out. lol. If im ever upset about her around them they are like "oh get over it, you guys werent even that close, you just started hanging out a lot her last week here!" and im like ".......WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN FOR THE PAST YEAR?" igyd0f97 they are so annoying and need to learn to shut their faces before i do it myself.
"Hey there, Delilah,
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely,
give this song another listen,
close your eyes.
Listen to my voice,
it's my disguise.
I'm by your side.."
posted by Hannah @ 8:13 PM
1 Comments:
Alright, alright. I left a comment a few posts ago but it kept screwing up. And it ended up not showing up but if you look under the comments it posted mine three times.
I hate that you're hurting so much over Jess leaving and I really hate too that you don't think you have anyone else left. I'll definitely be praying for you Hannah.
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