Dear Prudence, open up your eyes.

im emo.

posted by Hannah @ 9:08 PM 0 Comments

Augh, I am so sick of you men! Why am I constantly the one girl the guys lead on? ALWAYS! I am tired of getting my hopes up and always getting disappointed.

whatever, i give up.

posted by Hannah @ 9:49 PM 1 Comments

Watch.

posted by Hannah @ 12:26 PM 0 Comments

So I fell in love with the coolest zombie-killer ever. auuugh look at that face! Hes so.. mysterious. and manly. and sexy. and manly! oh, and did i mention that even though he has such soft features hes totally sooo manly?! f i8df 07yi9jsd!!!
Ive come to realize something very bad about myself. I seem to have a strong liking for men who are violently manly. hahaha. ive never had personal experience with this, really, but.. in movies, if a guy is creepy and kills others, I fall in love. hahaha. Have you seen A Clockwork Orange? that Alex guy isnt even attractive, but im like oh mannn hes soo manly thats incredibly sexy. aaand The Da Vinci Code? Silas? So hawt. im really weird. Cillian looks like Tyson Ritter. haha. Cillian is manlier though, I mean, he doesnt look like a meth addict. He and Tyson both have amazing cheek bones, but Tyson looks like a meth-head. I obviously fall in love with junkies too. Jared Leto in Requiem for a Dream? Ewan McGregor in Trainspotting? they are magnificent. John Ligwauazzamo hahah whatever his name is, in Spun? oo.

Im going to start posting a man of the week.

posted by Hannah @ 4:38 PM 0 Comments

Tonight was incredible. I got to see Derek and Josh, then I got to go to GATTITOWN!!! without those two, but with William, Tyler, Jes, Amy, David, Mckenzie, and Heather. Jes, William, and I won over 1,000 tickets... yeah, really. We are Gattitown animals. yesssss!
Then we finally got to Sadie Hawkins around 10.. haha. So I learned tonight that I am a lot more possessive than I ever thought I was. When William and I walked in, everyone was like "OMG WILLIAM STROUPE!" blah blah blah, talk to me, hug me, william.. yeah. lol It got annoying after the first 3 people, caaaause I was like, Yeahhh this is MY William, now please let me spend all of my time with him and let him pay all attention to me. hahah. He talked with Mr. Johnson for 20 whole minutes! After about 15, I thought it was going to lead into maybe a 20 year long dicussion, so I went over there and joined the convo in attempts to pry him from the grasp of Mr. Johnson, but to no avail. So i left again. lol. after the dance we went over to Amy's house... lol David fell asleep as soon as he sat down on the couch.
I guess that's all, really. The night was amazing, but I'm sure it couldve been a ltitle bit better if Josh and Derek came to Gattitown with us....jerks.

By the way, Derek, you were right -- the jerk bassist of Jonezetta used to be a guitar player. hahaha. However, the current lead guitarist is really, really nice. Rob is super nice too.. he also plays guitar. but yeah, i just thought it was funny and figured id tell you. =) gnight

posted by Hannah @ 3:13 AM 1 Comments

So I didnt run and scream and attack William when I saw him tonight. I was just really relieved to have him back. Is that weird? Like, Jes and Danielle both freaked when they saw him.. and then realizing that I didnt do that, I felt kinda bad. Ive been awaiting his return for so long, i probably shouldve reacted like that.. but it was just like "Everything feels complete now." I am really happy to have him home. He's home for 10 days!!! Ahh, I love William. things just feel right with him here, you know?

lol he cooked Danielle and myself some french onion soup.. he was really excited to be able to cook again, so we let him get that out of his system. He was our chef. haha.
goodness, i love him. im so excited about tomorrow. it's gonna be a crazy time =)

posted by Hannah @ 1:24 AM 0 Comments

I've really gotten into the band "Shiny Toy Guns" lately, too.
Indie rocks my body.

Go listen to Shiny Toy Guns, Hellogoodbye, PlayRadioPlay!, and Jonezetta.

posted by Hannah @ 4:57 PM 0 Comments

Derek... haha you don't like them, do you? I love them. They are such incredible performers!

anyway though. I didnt like them when I just heard their cd at first, but I saw them live and was like WOW. lol. :)

i had something else to say, but now I don't remember what.
William comes home in 3 days!!! aahhhhh!!!
Sadie Hawkins in 4 days!!! aahhhhh!!!


ps. i love my work buddies.




edit: I feel like I'm wasting valuable years here in Kentucky. Im back to that emo stage, kids. I need to get out of here.

posted by Hannah @ 4:53 PM 1 Comments

Wake up!
Do you hear the sound of music from above?
Our city sits upon the glow of a bomb
The fire is thick, the flame is hot
Like it or not,
Gonna burn this mother down!
Gonna burn this mother down!

Remember!
All the money that you burn will never pay
For you to scream for your life and run away
The fire is thick, the flame is hot
Like it or not,
Gonna burn this mother down!

Honey don't think that we're gonna be all right
(Gonna burn this mother down)
It's comin and I swear its out to take our lives!
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So heres the thing. I have a new love... and its name is Jonezetta. They are so incredible. They are on Tooth & Nail Inc, a christian music label, even though they are not really a christian musical group, haha. They are all religious guys, but their music isnt like what you would expect christian music to be. anyway though, theyre fantastic. Theyre getting bigger and bigger and thats really exciting. Ive seen them live twice so far, soon to be thrice on December 11. They are incredible and I encourage you, Derek, cause youre the only one who reads my blogs (if you still do anymore) to go listen to them right now. www.myspace.com/jonezetta.
Go. They are amazing... ive never seen a band with more energy on stage. gaaah love them
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Edit: I can't believe how blind I am. Haha, I am truly a fool. God is making his way back into my life through music. He tricked me, basically. hahaha. I didnt realize Jonezetta was a christian band until I really got into them and I started reading up on the band members. I found Kyle's (the guitarist) blogs... and he has so much faith and he is so into God; it's incredible. I feel stupid for missing the sign in the beginning.. the whole Tooth & Nail Inc... well, I get it now. I really do. My life has been so out of control lately and i know God had been trying hard to get through to me but I finally honestly, truly, really GET IT now. I dont know why I wouldnt just accept it in the first place. When I found out how religious Kyle was it just kind of confused me and made me wonder why I liked Jonezetta. It almost made me turn away from them AND God more, and i really dont know why... it was almost frightening to me. but i feel like a complete fool.. and I know now why Jonezetta had such a huge impact on me and I know why I decided to stick around after The All-American Rejects...I know why I was so quickly drawn to Jonezetta and their awesome music... so God could turn me back to him and his glory. Thank you Kyle, thank you Jonezetta, thank you God. lol. wow. just... wow. Ive never felt so blind to miss a sign as HUGE as this one. I've been thinking about it for the past 4 hours (literally!) and it just now hit me. Gah! just wow. Honestly, I feel like a weight has been lifted on my shoulders. And right now, I'm just completely content with where and who I am. thank you, God.

posted by Hannah @ 1:06 PM 2 Comments

I'm totally watching RENT right now. In French.

posted by Hannah @ 7:18 PM 0 Comments