I've been freaking out about college a lot lately. Like, to the point I'm so worried about it that I just break down and start crying because I don't know how else to deal. I guess the whole crying thing isnt anything new, but I'm still really worried. I just realized how much I wasted the first 2 years of highschool, when I should've been working hard so I could get into a decent college. I feel like a complete fool. I don't understand why I was so ridiculous, and I want to know what honestly convinced me that, hey, this won't affect me at all when I want to go to college!
So.. lately I've been working my booty off. I'm doing pretty well in my classes, except for English 3 AP. I am so.. GAAAAAAAH over that class. At least it's not too late to make it up, I guess. I have 2 tests tomorrow.. Chemistry and Algebra 2. If I do well on them, I will have As in both of those classes. I'm freaking about this too.. I really want those As. if i'm going to be screwing up so badly in english, I need awesome grades in everything else. eck.
Nothing else has really been going on. oh - My aunt's wedding is next Saturday, so that's .. weird. I never thought about her getting married. lol. It scares me. Ugh - OK GO is having a concert on that Saturday too. I was soooooooo upset when I found out. Karma hates me. Ok Go! in Cincinnati! eeeeeeeeaararararhghghghoidfg0dpf7!!!!
Okay. Im done. Yay fall break is next week, boo I have to work every day.
posted by Hannah @ 4:30 PM
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