I walk into the roomYou don't have to scream, I can hear youBad trip, the needle sticksYou get your fix from confrontationI try to make it pastI don't wanna get into it right nowCan't this family have one dayTo get away from all the painAnd through the night I see the lightShining from the neighbor's windowsI dream of life where i'm safeIn a home where I am not aloneSome day I will lay me downOn the grass where everything is greenerIt always seems so good on the other sideI'm sick of all the heatYou can taste the hate in the airRunning through this family, uncomfortablyIt's burning meIs anybody thereIn your eyes there's nothing to seeJust because your dreams have diedDon't drag me down, i've still got mineAnd through the night I see the lightShining from the neighbor's windowsI dream of life where i'm safeIn a home where I am not aloneSome day I will lay me down On the grass where everything is greenerIt always seems so good on the other sideNeighbor boy runs up to me, his eyes all black and blueI say what happened to you boy, he said my daddy flewOff the hook cos i was playin too loudI guess he couldn't hear the tvHe said son i'm a teach you a lessonAnd then he .... and then he....Maybe it's not so good on the other sideMaybe it's not so good on the other sideBut it always seems so good, on the other sideIt always looks so good .... it always seems so goodCollege is so close...
i hate living here.
i miss alex so much.
i think he was the only thing that kept me sane.
id give anything just to have him come home for a week.
"He's basically Helen Keller."
15 minutes later.
"....You just compared him to Helen Keller."
i think that sums up my day.
The best song in the universe?
Sexyback.
Don't argue... it is the truth.
I can hardly talk.. lol my voice is gone. I don't know if I'm sick or if the lack of voice is from last night..
Eww, work. Yay, Sam!!
I only work cause I love Sam. lol.
Tonight started out badly.. but it was okay. The soc hop cheered me up. =D Oh, goodness.
*edit* I'm really sick of some people, which is why the night started out badly.
But it ended on a great note.. cause.. Timoteo is amazing =)
So I'm Lois Van Zandt. I play an uptight, snarky lawyer. Haha, it's going to be fun to play a serious role.. In fact, I'm pretty excited.
This part is bigger than Yente - Holla!
Dane Cook's new stand up is HYSTERICAL.I'm a stand up comedy addict.I'm so proud of the fact that I have been his fan since the beginning! Before everyone else.. hhaah yesssssss. Aw. I'm really happy that Dane Cook is so popular.. he deserves it. yay for him.
My dream last night was so awesome. When I woke up I was really, really disappointed.. lol I laid in my bed for about an hour trying to fall back asleep so I could continue it.I had the whole thing typed out, then realized I sounded like more of a moron than usual, so I deleted it. I'll give you the brief summary...Two friends and myself attended an AAR concert. we were in the very front. They came out to meet the audience, I was hanging upside down when I got to meet Chris. I told him he was gorgeous, and he was wearing the amazing green flannel shirt that I love on him so very much. He made a joke saying "I think this is a set up.. were you hired to say that?!" Oh, Chris. you're too much! Then I took whitneys camera, and randomly ended up being outside. Tyson was there. I got a picture of me kissing him on the cheek. He didn't seem enthused, though. I didn't get to meet Nick or Mike.. In fact, I didn't see Mike once in the dream. I only saw Nick on stage.The end.What did we learn from this story? ... I am 100% fangirl.
Heyo! Today was decent, I s'pose. Actually the first half of my day was pretty swell. I love bonding with my favorite college kids (gah, you're so old). <33 for Derek and Whitney. Ooo and I got to see Jonathan! Yay for Walmart. haha. I love shopping with you, Derek. haha. It makes me a happy kid.. Now I'm going to make you go shopping with me just cause I like picking out clothes for you =) . I dont know why.. it's just something i enjoy. Maybe I like making you model? Hm. I dont know. I need some new clothes. Goodness, I love shopping! Are you up for a shopping extravaganza, Derek? I know how you males love shopping. =) Well, if not shopping.. we need to do something else. this Taco Bell/Goodies/Walmart thing just.. isn't working for me. We need to schedule a day full of fun and excitement sometime. Im gonna be angry if we dont do it soon!
If only you were here
(things would be more magical)
If I were there
(right now would be more radical)
You're so not near
(I'm wishing I could place a call)
And feel closer to you, oh
lol I love those lyrics. and I especially like the first two lines of the song,
You promised me starry night skies
that just remind me of your shining bright eyes
aw. this song is so cute. It makes me an emo kid =P
Hellogoodbye - Call and Return! Go listen to it.
Work was all right. About 45 people came in tonight.. haha thats more than usual! I wasnt under or over after the total too! I gave everyone the correct change! haha I was so proud. I'm so excited that I don't have to work tomorrow and I get to spend good ol' quality time with Paola and Katie. I invited Sam Silver to our slumber party, but he said no. =( Sam hasnt accepted me on myspace yet, either! What a jerk! anywho..lol Im excited though, we're going to have a movie marathon and have girly bonding and whatnot. I havent gotten to hang out with either of them very much in .. a long time. Yay. Well it's 12:30am and for some reason I'm pretty tired, so I guess im gonna go. peace out <3
