Friday, July 28, 2006

Hey kids. What's happenin? So this is my first blog! Exciting, huh? I used to have a xanga, but I definitely got bored with it. I don't know, I just wasn't a huge fan. I'm actually going to be able to open up in these posts, too, because I don't mind letting the people who are reading them in. I don't usually open up so much.. but.. I feel okay about this. Only a couple people are going to be reading this, so whatever. lol. I guess I'll go on about my day, then.

Well, let's see. Today. Haha. William, Derek, and I all went over to Miss Smalley's house. We watched RENT, and laughed and played games, and had fun just like the old days. haha, I act like it was years ago. It was just really awesome getting to hang out with Derek and Sarah again. I missed them a lot! I forgot how much fun everyone was together! I hope we get to do something like that again soon, 'cause I haven't had such a good time in... weeks. Maybe even months. Anywho, we played 'Wise or Otherwise,' which I didn't even know existed. It's a really funny game. Who ever knew one could get away with talking about money, bananas, and hookers all in the same game?? LoL. Maybe next time we'll play 'Moods.' =)

Well, I had a huge paragraph on a couple different things written here, but I deleted it. I feel stupid when I write. I used to be proud of my writing skills, but they've really gone downhill. I'm not quite sure what happened. So I'm sitting here listening to Move Along trying to think of anything entertaining to say.

I had a huge segment on John's death and God and things like that... but for some reason, it keeps deleting when I try to post it. Maybe John doesn't want me to talk about him, lol. It was a huge paragraph, too. Augh.

Derek, I love reading about how excited and passionate you are to talk about your faith. It gets me excited, too, and it makes me want to talk about God. haha.
I'll be honest. I've gone astray lately. I'm not on the religious path I should be on. I'm trying now to get back on it, though. It seems like I completely forgot about everything for a while. I just... didn't recognize it. It was always there, in the back of my head, but I never did anything about it. I've decided that I'm going to start getting back on that path again, though. I don't know if I'm ready for church yet. Our church is infuriating. They honestly care about nothing but the money. They always talk about how they are going to help our youth group with new projects and stuff, but when we ask them for help, they just say no. So we end up having to do everything by ourselves, (all 10 of us. yes, really) and it's super hard to get things done cause... there is no one in the youth group. They don't even bother announcing the meetings at mass. Everyone who isn't in our youth group thinks its just ridiculous, but it's actually really cool. We have a lot of fun, but we're able to get serious and talk about God and everything that should be discussed. The retreats are the best! Oh man, they are so much fun, even if they are held in creepy locations. haha. I'm excited for the next one, even though it's like... next year. It's always something that really reminds me, like, "Hey... don't give up on God. He's never going to give up on you." It's just hard to remember because there are so many obstacles in life, and so many things that can steer us away. I guess what I'm trying to say is... i'm just starting over with my faith.

I think i've gone over everything that's been racing through my head lately. You know, I wish I were a better writer, just so I could make these blogs interesting. Sorry to anyone that I bored to tears, and you amaze me if you actually read all the way down to here!

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